morbidhippie's Diaryland Diary i make excuses for her. i tell myself that i 'analyse' her, but really, i do nothing more than make excuses for her. --- i'm not in love, so don't forget. it's just a silly phase i'm going through. --- oh, and also. found out last night (i think i may have mentioned it in passing..) that tim friedman (the whitlams) is doing a national tour with the AC Orchestra sometime this year. i was most excited. i told alex about it today, and we agreed to go together when we found out when it was on. i looked it up. it's on tomorrow night. and what with it being about 5 hours away, and me already going to brissie (and for all those little scenesters who choose to call brisbane 'brisvegas', word on the street is that 'brisvegas' is out, and brisneyland' is in. i think i'll just stick to calling it plain old brissie.) on tuesday for dylan and ani (wonderful isn't it?), i really don't see alex and myself making it to this concert tomorrow night. and it's the only queensland gig they're doing. it was disappointing to say the least. --- oh, and other news...pray for me, because i'm falling fast. again. and yes, for him. --- we're doing the same thing we've done countless times before. "we've had love come to nothing before" but i welcome it in. i'll do it all again. just to feel it. just to feel. --- "she says all she needs is therapy. all she needs is love is all she needs." --- gotta love tori. --- all is in shambles. --- i need to get stoned. --- i don't know why though, i've been smoking almost all day. another habit i thought i'd kicked. well, i never kicked it. but it was settling down. in fact, it was settled down. ah well, not anymore. --- i asked him today to descrbe 'jess' in 3 words (i needed to think that someone knew me. and i was hoping for some honesty, for someone to not just tell me what i 'need' to hear, but to just tell me the truth.) he asked for 5 words. i granted his request. "you are who you are." is what he said. --- thats all very nice of you my dear, but how can i be someone if i don't know them? ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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