no more wish i may, no more wish i might.

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whats with this new version of you?

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shit.

it's all gone to shit.

all falling to pieces before my fucking eyes.

i thought i had it all under control, i thought i was the fucking queen of this shit.

and now...

now it's just crumbling.

my dad just told me that i'm obviously killing myself mentally.

that i'm letting my 'art' get the better of me.

told me to get myself together.

and all i said was how much i love him.

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how did it all go so wrong?

i thought i was fine.

thought this was what i wanted,

that this was my happiness.

how stupid am i.

to believe that the only true peace lies in suffering.

jesus fucking christ.

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just let me not wake up to another school day.

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