perhaps it's time for an affirmations page.

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i have scars.

and i think i like this.

in fact i do, i love it.

i could go on to ramble about having a story for every one.

about them being tracks of self discovery.

amongst other things.

but i shan't right now.

but i do love my scars.

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i am a beautiful woman.

enough said.

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i love me.

perhaps a little more than i should but thats ok.

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i am a

self indulgent

teenage girl

with

a flair for the dramatic

and a love for the bizarre.

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where i'm suposed to be.

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i recieved the information i was needing last night.

from a clairevoyant of all people.

and things arent necassarily all better now.

but just a little more clearer.

i'm a little more at ease.

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it occured to me that i very rarely leave my body.

i am always extremely aware of my surroundings, especially my close surroundings.

such as the body.

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repeating herself.

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it's a new experience and it still feels stale.

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i change too quickly.

thought these times were supposed to be longer than a couple of minutes.

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