i could hear robbie williams before.

dear god.

-

aah.

i feel strange.

in purple again i seem to have set outifts for saturday and sundays

weirdness and purple.

aah.

-

i'm in such a bubble.

i'm not drowing anymore but i'm

somethings wrong

-

my sister wrote a poem for me.

it made me cry.

the first line was

somethings happened.

then my name.

j.k.t

strange hey.

-

i think i like it better now

just me talking to myself again.

how it should be.

-

things are so real though and so not there

i've had this feeling before.

what used to last me a week now lasts me 2 days.

with twice as many cigarettes as usual.

-

stunning even without a lead up now

doesn't matter so much about lighting.

looking good babe.

-

i would hold me.

and i wouldn't mind.

-

get flatness upon you.

upon

up on

hmm.

-

i'm feeling calm again and i don't know why

so calm and still and not moving yet almost at chaos underneath it all.

remember one day in the library the boy with axe murderer eyes said he could tell i was on the verge of chaos underneath my eyes

interesting one

knows alot about ancient history from what i can gather

and alot of obscure stuff

-

'take some time to relocate'

-

i think we need to look seriously at what this movement could mean

both scenarios

the cass thing will be ok

we can do that i can do that

people sunshine busy life parties outings lunch coffee dinners with cass and her friends

her friends

(you can do that)

i can do that

i can do that.

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