morbidhippie's Diaryland Diary I don�t know about you but I find that pretty fucking funny. Once again it seems as though I�ve found a sister where there isn�t one and my real sister fucking hates it I have this ball of anger right in my chest and I�m not used to it so I don�t know how to deal with it She Fucks me up And I�m living with her and I love her but fuck I wish I could kill her - causing so much trouble so muich hassle so much fucking pain in everyone, I dreamt of the boy she most recently burnt nd fuck she gives me the shits like no one else - heat heat heat I want heat around me now bright orange and glowing and burning fucking burning the smell the smell of sizzling flesh singed hair burn it all I could set this whole fucking building alight and not feel a tinge of remorse just watch me fucking watch me You all think it�s gone but it�s gone nowhere how could we expect it to? Here to stay baby here to stay jess you can�t get away now fuck you Fuck you FUCK YOU I could do so much and you doubt it and worst of all you say that you don�t so full of shit so fucking full of shit - you�ve got no idea and she told me that you think she�s intrigued and that she wants to no she doesn�t she could never grasp it never ever ever - how can I be mad now when this song comes on? Even that fucking pisses me off - all I want is to get some fucking feeling that will last that I can put into action but always time gets the better of me and I can�t run away I almost hate it but how can you not love it really when it�s so intense? Filling page after page with useless meanderings into my mind and it means nothing All of it means nothing All that I tried to achieve meant nothing It means shit She keeps saying that she would enevr lie never couldn�t be anything but honest but in the last 3 dys I�ve found out about so much shit that you�ve said that isn�t true Ha Jokes on you baby I know it all now and you still know shit I�m so glad I�m nothing like you ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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