morbidhippie's Diaryland Diary

almost an apology 2002-08-08 4:49 p.m. was gonna delete what i wrote last nite but then i thought fuck it..yeah i'M sorry but i'm not gonna say i don't mean it/...i don't realy mean it now but at the time....i fucking meant it. fucking meant it with every bit of rage i could muster

don't know where it came from. yeah i do. ppl talk. i hear things.and u might think it's wwrong of me to believe them over u but when i get told nothing of course i'm gonna believe whatever i hear because i prefer that thn ot knowing anything. here i go again with this fucking anger. why do i let myself get so fucking angry at u?????? fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck yeah it's karma but i don't fucking care. i won't just sit and take it like u did....

ok gonna go before i say evem more stuff thats gonna cause shit between us. but hey....it's all just thoughts ya know...like u say, ur never really sure of it but for some odd reason i can talk about it.....bizzarre isn't it?!

fuck i can be a vindictive bitch sometimes....and i hate myself for it and in a way i hate u for being what brings it out in me.

and i shouldn't blame u but i'm just gonna forget what i know is right and wrong and be fucking selfish

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