"i hope i haven't become one of those people that feels the need to be in a relationship to feel secure."

but then, i realised how stupid that thought was. but then, i thought..it would dfinately be the way i come across in this diary. and why exactly i feel i have to justify all this to a computer is beyond me but anyways..i am not one of those people. i have been in one full on relationship. all of my other "realtionships" have been purely casual, which is always my doing. quite frankly, the whole vulnerability of it all scares the shit out of me. just the idea of becoming so dependant on someone else to bring you happiness is..well it's fucking scary. and i know that it wouldn't always be about depending on the other person..but thats the only way i could think of putting it.

anyways...i'm off to eat something.

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