i have two new theories. posted them on my blog, may put a link up some other day.

there are termed "The difference Between Jess and Lelaina," and "The Mind, Body and Soul Conundrum."

yeah, go me.

school starts tomorrow.

back to some kind of routine. back to getting out of bed and getting dressed eeryday. back to getting about 4 hours of sleep everynight.

back to the fanclub.

i heard that a young girl who goes by the name of Emily is coming back to school this year. could mean another amber/amanda fiasco. it was starting when she left. i do have some slight sympathy for the girl, people were laughing at her for "trying to be Jess." ah well, we'll see how it goes. it could just be a rumour after all.

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this could be heaven.

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i wonder if the girl before me did it, killed hersekf, and that is why i'm facing this now. i read somewhere that the people who commit (by the way, i never knew it was illegal to kill yourself. hence saying the person 'commits' it..it's a crime. seriously, what are they going to do? arres a corpse?) suicide then have to face all the things they were running away from i their next life. i wonder how long my soul as been running away from this. i wonder if i'll be the last one. if i'll face up to it all, and break the cycle, and free my soul from it all, so the next girl who's body this soul makes it's home in, will be a happy one.

jesus christ can we get more dramatic?

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