can feel it all already.

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irony to run away from.

--

my artistic self has disappeared.

and she now goes by the name of isobelle.

--

decided i like it better.

she looks better as an isobelle.

--

lelaina had an image problem.

isobelle is self assured.

--

but perhaps with the return of 'shit,' isobelle will soon follow.

--

to make it better.

--

to show that it's back.

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and besides that, everythings fine.

the past week, i've been fine.

only a subtle whisper of

it.

--

and now i'm back and it's

strange.

other wordly.

--

but not in a good way.

--

a momentary glipse of clarity.

--

and back.

--

never takes long.

but see how it dribbles. strat off and just keep going.

all about the art you see

and if no ones reading thats ok because i am.

my own audience.

"an audience with mariah carey."

good lord, who watches that shit.

--

i should go.

never have been to good at writing stoned.

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but thank god for radioead.

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