haha did you see that

irony, she means irony

nice opening

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maybe she will

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made a decision i think

i'm doubting myself as usual but at least a decisions made.

yeah

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she can go away for a month.

come back and finish her schooling

(i'm thinking of going into his account and deleting the message chicken out so no one knows a thing it's not set in stone)

we'll see

hm

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so how are you?

worse than ever?

getting better?

neutral?

stale?

inteeresting to think about

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i've been thinking a bit about images lately

even when you believe you're showing honesty, it's still moulded into an image

raw

pure

lets find these

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been thinking about red and what it means to different people

trying to remember what it meant to me

purity

i remember purity

no one else in the history of the universe and everything has ever seen what you are now laying your eyes on

and no one can see it again

pure you

no identity or image problems

no doubts

no sadness or frustration or hate or love

just pure

you

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and of course, thats why it's beautiful

just like the girl in the mirror

funny isn't it

how can we put a name on this?

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how many of us can't find a label?

those of you who can refer to various disorders or what have you as an excuse for why they're 'like this'

those of you who were raped or abused in some way

parental conflicts

etc.

and then those who have nothing to blame this on.

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we have nothing to blame it on because we suck

it seems thats what becomes of it

ah well

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i'm wearing purple

i seem to wear alot of purple

purple brown and black

and my light jeans

thats pretty much what i wear

with the occasional splash of dark green

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i really like long skirts

my tight black jumper

jeans under dresses

black t shirts

my boots

my brown bag

i like them alot

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that was pointless yet time consuming

a nice combination

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doing anything to aboid the task at hand

i am a master at the art of procrastination

and smoking is a nice habit to have

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thats another thing

i smoke too many cigarettes

way too many

winfield red rollies

like heaven

i also drink too much coffee

i have recently stepped up a notch from instant to

the stuff you need the siver machine for

nice

in brown green or blue cups

depends on the weather

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wow

i just wrote and then deleted a whole thing about music

she's not making sens thought it might be better to save you all the pain

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perhaps i should go

shit thats right

cleaning the room

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