morbidhippie's Diaryland Diary (syncopation) alot of conversations voices not quite raised and things coming out i've not many secrets now not many at all they know and i can still get away with it strange feeling - been thinking about so much crap lately things are happening but not to me i've still got my comfort corner the other life which makes the real one livable bears - aah dear what are we going to do with you my darling girl expecting too much have we been honest yet? had a moment? shit she's fucking gone - it's not good to be back here the past 3 days have been like hell too many questions i'm feeling more than a little overwhelmed here (change of song change of atmosphere we're glowing) rage been awhile since i'd felt it higher power whatever you call it nothing perhaps im fucking pissed off never felt suc raw anger before i think i like it evil taking on a sinister tone, i like music alot break - like the 4 day build up i would like to know if i end up doing it it's like i'm (movie line) not even there thats not true but it popped into my head...i forget what movie it's in stop rambling fool ha - i worry about the people around me alot none of them are really happy in fact i think all of hem feel like shit it's odd that this is true, but i am kind of serious here a plan for destroying the world is in the works has been for te last 2 days serious - some other time perhaps and i know that it's disgusting to see that in here because it sounds like such bullshit see i'm still watching - anyone noticed that nothing ever gets said? she must be rather frustrating i couldn't stand to know a person like me i wouldn't know how to deal with her isn't that funny - crazy stuff baby crazy stuff (she's laughing) - i know that i dn't like how this sounds strange when i get shit like this and thenk what was i thinking waiting for a phonecall from the girl who never rings she glows sometimes and lately she's faded want to speak with your soul baby girl (i feel i can heal her) or at least make the offer the rest is up to her - darling look at tht for irony my dear, your gorgeous aren't you so good to know you're there - now lets make a decision - ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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