morbidhippie's Diaryland Diary

- 2003-06-07 8:35 p.m. some things have been going on of late you may have noticed

(syncopation)

alot of conversations

voices not quite raised

and things coming out

i've not many secrets now

not many at all

they know and i can still get away with it

strange feeling

-

been thinking about so much crap lately

things are happening but not to me

i've still got my comfort corner

the other life which makes the real one livable

bears

-

aah dear

what are we going to do with you my darling girl

expecting too much

have we been honest yet?

had a moment?

shit

she's fucking gone

-

it's not good to be back here

the past 3 days have been like hell

too many questions

i'm feeling more than a little overwhelmed here (change of song change of atmosphere we're glowing)

rage

been awhile since i'd felt it

higher power

whatever you call it

nothing perhaps

im fucking pissed off

never felt suc raw anger before

i think i like it

evil

taking on a sinister tone, i like music alot

break

-

like the 4 day build up

i would like to know if i end up doing it

it's like i'm (movie line) not even there

thats not true but it popped into my head...i forget what movie it's in

stop rambling

fool

ha

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i worry about the people around me alot

none of them are really happy

in fact i think all of hem feel like shit

it's odd that this is true, but i am kind of serious here

a plan for destroying the world is in the works

has been for te last 2 days

serious

-

some other time perhaps

and i know that it's disgusting to see that in here because it sounds like such bullshit

see i'm still watching

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anyone noticed that nothing ever gets said?

she must be rather frustrating

i couldn't stand to know a person like me i wouldn't know how to deal with her

isn't that funny

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crazy stuff baby

crazy stuff

(she's laughing)

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i know that i dn't like how this sounds

strange when i get shit like this and thenk what was i thinking

waiting for a phonecall from the girl who never rings

she glows sometimes and lately she's faded

want to speak with your soul baby girl

(i feel i can heal her)

or at least make the offer

the rest is up to her

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darling look at tht for irony

my dear, your gorgeous aren't you

so good to know you're there

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now lets make a decision

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