man.

i need to get fucking motivated.

do some school work.

i told myself that this afternoon would be dedicated to maths and english.

instead it was cones sleep and noodles

jesus.

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it's funny coz i really don't know what to write about anymore.

i just realised that i hadn't written for 3 days

i think it's because i haven't really been overly sad

i've just sort of been

floating.

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things don't seem to be getting to me much nymore

i'm finally getting my eating habits back on track

thank god

(i believe in peace bitch)

while i was gone paul kept making me eat

it even got the point where i was eating because i wnted to

why am i writing about that

that never gets written about

doesn't have to

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i hve nothing else.

thats why

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so yeah

nothing new

stoned alot

i'm broke at the moment so i'm smoking dumper cigarettes and other peoples weed

shell has been formed

thinking that alex is still a bastard

still love him but i know i oculd never be with him while he still thinks that he's better than the world and that we all owe him a life

jons still beautiful

still knows when to ask about things in a non-patronizing way

he's gorgeous

god i suck

find something to

say

-

a line

from the other night

'it's just that every other connection dims in comparison to ours'

so i couldn't help myself

get some shit back into you baby

provide us with some light entertainment

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