morbidhippie's Diaryland Diary remembering times when i thought i was so respected because i'd have sex with anyone who was there in gutters front yards cheeks pressed against a fence and it was scratching and hurting but i couldn't say anything because he was enjoying pounding my ass and i didn't want to stand in the way of anyone enjoying themselves - so funny really is it? - so fucked the last couple of days, no idea whats going on try to calm myself down try to stay chilled doesn't work isn't happening i can't do it anymore want so badly now for that piano to be here, with the people she knows i could get myself a gun easy easy as piss ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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