not sure if i'm lonely though

ok

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being anxious and edgy and jumpy

may be fun for a little while but i'm not sure it's the best way to live ones life

existence

wheres the difference

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i wouldn't mind knowing what it is i'm meant to do now.

i was lost before but it was different

i was lost inside

now i'm lost outside to

i'm not used to it and don't think i know how to handle it

i sat down one afternoon next to a lake and this happened

that was the turning point

and i felt weird things then i felt not right i felt scared

and look

gone

now

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whats left?

where to now?

i've got no idea

almost as if this is the best and worst it's ever going to be

it's time now i feel like it's time now please let it be time now

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you're not talking to anyone anymore jess

it's just you and me

you've got noone else

you're alone

but don't be lonely

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how can i change this?

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