in hervey bay

my.god.

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got massive wave of paranoia just before hadn't felt that in awhile it was weird

but i think i'm going to be ok

i haven't calmed down yet i don't need a hand to my chest to tell my heart is beating faster and harder than it should

but

that'll go away

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i'm going to see a girl i haven't seen in awhile, should be interesting

we'll see

will be good to talk and good to see her

she's with child

and she'll be beautiful.

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i'm looking gorgeous and i really want to feel comfortable now i really want to be comfortable

i don't know when i will again

varying levels of it, almost getting there

but never

enough

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die baby

die

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i've nothing left to write but i don't want to leave her i'm calming down.

my hands are freaking me out i have no choice i have to go.

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