the way i float around

don't leave the house

always half asleep

just

wafting

-

they all know that i've been off my head since i got here

but they won't admit it.

everyone knows it.

-

and my brother

buying motorbikes and fish tanks and video cameras

his source of income

leaves much to be desired

(thats not true. i don't really think that.)

then why did you say it?

-

i can't control that, lets not question it

i'm passing up a good job

at a music store

because

i just like music way too much to work in a company with a mentality like that

i just can't

is that a pissy thing to do?

(where does the word pissy come from?)

you really are

off your tree

wacked.

-

ahh i'm breathing

and living

and listening to van morrison

(which is so beautiful)

it seems to sound just as i've been feeling

and it's so nice to be able to say that again

thought i had lost

something

-

jess

little jess

beautiful big eyed dreamer where have you gone?

just before, i remembered all these things

conversations

(silent conversations)

alot of silent conversations

we knew eachother without wanting to know eachother at all

-

it's sad

but i can't help but feel joy for her

that she finally found it

and she didn't even have to die.

-

ahh man

i think too much

and i like it.

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