i have my whole forever

to do

as i wish.

why should i not feel

blissful?

-

we must look at what is possible

and

what is not.

you must look at that.

-

i don't see where this block has come from

perhaps it's closer than i realise, this is the only way to avoid it

until the fear

subsides

and i will give into it.

soon

(time is nothing)

-

last night i sat on my bed thinking

(as i often do)

about nothingness

and how beautiful it really is

so beautiful in fact

that the human brain cannot comprehend it

try as you might

you just can't fully comprehend it

that is beauty isn't it

-

people still want for things they cannot comprehend

one cannot fully comprehend 'God'

but many through time have searched for it

-

hunger.

physical pain

throbbing

in the chest area

an ache.

(my whole body aches)

-

i have the whole day to do as i wish

and no idea what it is i wish to do.

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