morbidhippie's Diaryland Diary

- 2003-09-28 12:14 a.m. stoned.

the kind that

when you come out of it

and find yourself at the point from which you began

you have to wonder

did everything that just occured

really

happen

or

did it not?

-

i like things like that.

my whole life seems to be like that

-

faithless are great

(i swear you look wicked with your panties in your hair)

-

the clock on my screenreads 12:16

i can do what i wish with the rest of the night

(do you notice i seem to have alot of tmepresented to me these days)

realised that

my

life/world

is just beginning

and i have all this time

that i thought would never be myne.

but i realise it is now

and thats why

things are how they are

-

i think i'm going alot better than i sound

sometimes

maybe.

i don't know.

-

i'm very quickooy becoming

some strange

spaced out

crazy talking weird hair girl

or maybe thats who i always was

i just didn't (want to) notice

-

as good as faithless are

(and oh, they are)

i would very much like to be listening to jeff buckley right now

i don't believe this is an option at the moment though

-

someone else is sleeping in my bedroom and i'm realising how unprepared for this i am

no books

reading or writing

-

it's funny.

(XTC-Oranges&Lemons)

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