morbidhippie's Diaryland Diary (let me tell you the story) he was beautiful and i never got too meet him face to face to taste his flesh (now it looks as if i maybe never will) we decided we had fallen in love that this was out of our hands and we could do nothing but succumb to it (bliss.) i think i'm still in love. - the beautiful girl that i am and that i see i wanted to share her with him i wanted to show her to him - he's gone from my life it seems i tried not to think about this for weeks and i succeeded in that until now - he would have looked good next to her i had never felt anything like it before and i still feel it and it is the biggest thing but it is the lightest thing a beautiful feeling - i know it now nd i thank him for it but i miss him - i keep telling myself that one day (one day) i will hear from him but perhaps i never do and i grow, i get over this forget about this fall in love with someone else perhaps and never hear from him again - i've never had something like this where i feel that that simply could not happen i have such faith in this still (i should probably let go, something like this could ruin a weaker person) i have never had such faith in anything and what makes it is that (somewhere i know it's the same) for him to - i always thought that love would be a disaster on me that i wouldn't be able to pull it off but it came so easily it felt so natural real - i would still die now if it meant i could be in your arms ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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