(keep your constants)

staying grounded

in beliefs

and in

ideas

and processes

stay grounded.

-

a head in the clouds

is better

than a head in the ground

i think

-

bottles of water

with no lables

(lion tamers die in pain)

-

moments

times

when

everything feels like it will explode

if it happens.

thinking of things to come

and your whole body

tenses

and you almost can't breathe properly

and you realise

that you can't pull these things off

you will surely faulter and something bad will happen

(in reality, more than likely nothing bad will happen. but this makes no difference.)

and thats when

thats when you realise that all this is wating for death

and you're one of many who

pray for it

and run from it

and

long

for it.

you're one of many.

-

i'm listening to hits from the bong

wow, that took me by surprise.

-

i would like to escape what i've done to my life.

i would like to escape what i'm going to do to my life.

very much so

but not all the time.

-

sometimes i'm quite optimistic

perhaps blindly optimistic even

i've got no idea about myself

i don't remember things

alot of things

i don't remember being little

i remember hings that happened but i don't remember doing them

don't remember being a part of that scenario

i confuse myself

-

i'm missing something.

there is something that should be filling these gaps in my life

and i've never known what it was

i'm going to find it.

i think i need to see myself

seeing someone else

and being seen

by someone else

i need to see what i'm like

like that.

-

there's something missing

i don't think there should be

(i'm excited to be with you)

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