new template is here

my room

i like it

-

smells like incense pot and cigarettes

sounds like

alot of stuff

-

blue curtains behind where i sit

-

it's the most comfortable place i know of

-

for me anyway

-

to your top right you can see

well

almost see

the

mirror

in which my girl spends most of her time

it's white

and ugly

there are 3 sections of

mirror(?)

to it

strange thing

used to be my sisters

-

i like my room

i like it alot

it's where i spend the majority of my time and i can usually think of nowhere else i'd rather be

(well..)

but yeah

-

quietness in my head tonight

things are becoming more

grounded

solid

real

-

i don't know

like concrete

fuck

i can't

describe

explain

control

-

she's crazy

-

big changes are coming

somethings brewing something

bad

something bad.

just watch

and wait

you'll see it

it may take

(you)

awhile but

you'll see

-

i feel myself wanting to be more

honest(?)

open

true

-

don't really know

how to

i think i'm

not sure

existing in limbo

waiting

(for insanity - just like jess?)

for life

or love

or death

or nothing(!)

what

are

you doing baby girl

get a grip and

don't start talking to yourself like this again

perhaps putting a picture of my bedroom up in here wasn't such a grand idea after all

feel it

getting to you do you feel it

coming out now that you can't hide

(someone please read sophies world - existing in story books - someone elses mind, need to hide)

make it though to the other side

-

this bedroom

that you're looking att

i must go there now to

get stoned

and

go to sleep

-

does anyone else feel something coming, does anyone else feel

something has to end

does anyone else feel it really is

time you died

-

there's the chance that something could come while you're waiting

(isn't there?)

there's the chance that

something can change

(isn't there)

-

just stop

baby girl

retreat

back into your walls and smile

as the universe has blessed you with a time and you needn't worry about

STop that

just stop.

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