deadened

i remember driving in your car listening to this song

and you sang

loudly

so loudly

screamed

sounded hurt

it hurt me

scared

me

-

i remember the way you looked then

i remember those

smiles

in my direction

remember when you were real

my hands flying across these

keys

making me wish these piano notes i hear

were flowing from my fibgers

my fingers are looking the way they do when i play

flowing

melodic

rhythmic

-

get up

you were fucking screaming

heavey here

gnarling teeth

-

i don't even know what colour your eyes are.

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