morbidhippie's Diaryland Diary

- 2004-03-17 9:17 a.m. (nobody loves me, it's true..)

...not llike you do

-

feel beautifully not alone now

feel like

i don't have the words yet...

i want to run to you

want to bury myself in you..and your smell..and your hairstyles...and our shared truths and our things we can say that

no one else hears

and we understand beautifully

(can anybody see the light? did you realise, no one can see inside your view)

-

makes me feel llike i don't want to leave

all i want is

you

(so simple)

i want for you to be happy, i want to make you happy

i want to be there so you always have someone to make breakfast lunch and dinner for...i would change my eating habits to 3 meals a day for that

i want to be there so you always have someone to give your flowers to

i want to be there so you have someone to wake up early on wednesdays with

have someone to make you coffee and roll you cigarettes

i even feel as though i'd

be content to

do all your washing

and iron all your clothes

(when i see you smile, it feels like i'm falling)

ahhh all i want is to make you happy

and to be made happy

-

to be there to listen, to understand t comfort

play with your hair

remind you that you're you.

and i'm me.

and we're

us.

-

darling

i want to run to you.

(like a long forgotten dream)

i don't want to hurt you

-

blissful mornings falling out of sleep and into you

we can make magic when we're together

and yes, we look like a pair of junkies

but it's only around here people disapprove of that

and you know we kinda like it anyway

-

when we met

our worlds collided in the best possible way

(the most pleasurable kind of pain)

supernova, we lit up the astral with our energies

burst

i'd been waiting for you

i'd been

creating for you

-

thought it was over but it couldn't be

shouldn't be

we've more we have to do together

-

and miss bek

ohh glorious miss bek

we could change the world

can i paint flowers on your face?

and put flowers in your hair

and love you like a primrary school crush

(such a lovely day to have to always feel this way)

-

last week rolled by so slowly

i woke up everyday still thinking it was saturday

days felt like weeks

and this week

these last 2 days, already it's wednesday

feels like sunday afternoon

i get distracted

distracted

and i love it

swimming in thought, and in imagery

swimming in the smell thats still all through my bed

and

on my pillows

and all the flowers

i have so many flowers

(doubled up inside)

-

hmmm i want to run to you.

ask me to.

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