morbidhippie's Diaryland Diary ...not llike you do - feel beautifully not alone now feel like i don't have the words yet... i want to run to you want to bury myself in you..and your smell..and your hairstyles...and our shared truths and our things we can say that no one else hears and we understand beautifully (can anybody see the light? did you realise, no one can see inside your view) - makes me feel llike i don't want to leave all i want is you (so simple) i want for you to be happy, i want to make you happy i want to be there so you always have someone to make breakfast lunch and dinner for...i would change my eating habits to 3 meals a day for that i want to be there so you always have someone to give your flowers to i want to be there so you have someone to wake up early on wednesdays with have someone to make you coffee and roll you cigarettes i even feel as though i'd be content to do all your washing and iron all your clothes (when i see you smile, it feels like i'm falling) ahhh all i want is to make you happy and to be made happy - to be there to listen, to understand t comfort play with your hair remind you that you're you. and i'm me. and we're us. - darling i want to run to you. (like a long forgotten dream) i don't want to hurt you - blissful mornings falling out of sleep and into you we can make magic when we're together and yes, we look like a pair of junkies but it's only around here people disapprove of that and you know we kinda like it anyway - when we met our worlds collided in the best possible way (the most pleasurable kind of pain) supernova, we lit up the astral with our energies burst i'd been waiting for you i'd been creating for you - thought it was over but it couldn't be shouldn't be we've more we have to do together - and miss bek ohh glorious miss bek we could change the world can i paint flowers on your face? and put flowers in your hair and love you like a primrary school crush (such a lovely day to have to always feel this way) - last week rolled by so slowly i woke up everyday still thinking it was saturday days felt like weeks and this week these last 2 days, already it's wednesday feels like sunday afternoon i get distracted distracted and i love it swimming in thought, and in imagery swimming in the smell thats still all through my bed and on my pillows and all the flowers i have so many flowers (doubled up inside) - hmmm i want to run to you. ask me to. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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