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nice late night sex phonecalls, an erection in your chick pants

can i keep your underwear?

please do..

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was so scared about making that call, it's nonsensical, i was so worried tha you'd just be an asshole and answer any question i'd ask with single word answers or things like...not much, i'm ok, blah blah blah

but it was ok wasn't it

i was a little spaced out but i think people are generally used to that

and you just sound so sweet

on the phone and i can imagine every detail perfectly, except of course what that bed looks like in your room

and it's catching up and it's small talk and then it's..

im still masturbating like a mad woman

i want to have sex with you while you're sitting at your computer playing a war game

(the sound of guns)

and i tell you about...thinking about splendour

ohh it's going to be messy isn't it

messy with this feast

of people

hmmm

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but so it's great

we do the 4 15 minute calls thing and it's just great..

we're friends again

thank the heavens

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i think my body is sick

it's been dropping strange hints for a couple of days now

i don't really know what to do about it.

if things get worse

perhaps i'll see a doctor

or just

tell someone about it

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back to work today

the 4 day lapse in

anything

is done with.

i have no money..no cigarettes..almost no coke to drink with my rum

but they are playing radioheads melbourne set on jjj tonight.

and then apparantly a radiohead j files.

how grand.

how grand indeed.

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obviously i have nothing of great importance to talk about

but i'm bored

and i have a good spare 15 minutes so..

has anyone heard the new pj harvy song? the letter or some such thing?

wow, so good isn't it...and the line

about

'it turns me on/to imagne/your blue eyes/on my words'

your beautiful pen..

the curve of my G

wow, polly jean is just a little goddess isn't she.

there was a tori interview on the radio before..from 1998

she was pissed off.

promoting choirgirl hotel

hmmm

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i can't seem to really remember dreams anymore

just recently

i know they're happening, i feel myself in them while they're happening and while i'm waking up but..after maybe even just a minute

they're gone, i can't recall what happened

i can bring back the feeling i had..the way things looked, like i can almost put myself in the surroundings but..thats it

and funny little things...i remember something that got said or that i saw

that must've been in a dream because..i haven't gone anywhere or spoken to anyone really for days

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i washed my hair just before..and brushed it. was long overdue, i'd been meaning to wash it since last monday

it's getting so long now

hmmm i like it alot i think

maybe

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andrometer have changed their name

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i hope i'm not pregnant.

neither mark nor i can afford an abortion.

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