quietly content to

have a cold

and be all

folky feeling

living up to my name

almost

and

quietly excited

because

-

because because i don't know if i want to say

too much

just yet

there's this moment

there's this

one thing

(SICK LITTLE FUCKS)

that i'll have to do

today

or tomorrow

would perhaps

be more fitting.

(oh it's going to happen. tomorrow. first step)

oh swallow swallow swallow darling...

so i'll do that

that first step

and there's

no

turning back

after that.

it will be

bambambam

domino

-

ohhhh ohohohohohoh

oh my.

-

oh my.

-

i can so do this.

watch!

oh just watch.

get ready.

get fucking ready.

-

and this time last year...

well i...

this time last year i

just watch

keep track

of dates

oh my

darling

can you

can you

can you believe it

can you

swallow

it?

-

ahgoogoogaga

sorry.

-

it's tori...'97 Bonnie and Clyde...me and my daughter

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oh i've an ache

you know i'm craving prescription drugs

-

i'm craving to one day see a strange little girl

oh

look at you

-

i'm excited.

i'm so fucking excited.

but i'm trying to

stay numb

because

first step

still has to be taken

i'm ready

i'm ready i'm ready i'm ready

-

so fucking excited

i want to write about it now

i want to

ahh i want to be there now

-

i can

ohhhh i can picture

things

-

and lets not rush anything

just coz i'm

there

doesn't mean we have to

rush anything

could it be helped?

doesn't matter

doesn't matter

what is time?

what is 2 weeks?

2 months

2

decades

what is time

-

but no

not yet

you just wait

don't go screaming out the words

don't go packing up your things

don't go making another sound

till you've made that one

big

step.

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you gotta look at details you know

i think i need to work that out with her

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but yes

as i was saying

just

quietly excited you know..

and content to

have a cold

and be feeling kind of folky

all

jeans and purple skirts

long purple sleeves and light brown

t shirts

the plaits..well you know the plaits

dirty hair

-

i washed it just the other day

filling the majorit of space

with mundane thoughts

to try and avoid

the

excitement

that may not

be valid

yet.

-

i'd kiss you right now if i could.

all of you

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