all these

0's

-

ruptured.

a clot

blood

thought

blood clot.

-

although i lack the means to communicate what i feel

there is some level

where i am understood.

confiding in a secret inside silent friend.

best friend

little girls

and their flower potions

and datura calls to me

and isn't it funny

in my nice hidden room

beautiful walks and conversing with the wildlife

i remember my end.

-

contusions

nofusion

er

confusion

-

too.dark.

bites

hands.

i know what it's like to

chew

you.

werewolf

-

black and rotten

fragile?

or hardened

cut off like a stone

i am nondescript.

don't we all wish to be studied?

-

marks

of questions

stupidity

rehashing

past moments past

references

washing dishes quietly

waiting for a quiet house so i would be free to

roll up my sleeves and plunge

bleeding arms

into warm soapy water.

eat off of that.

the way it's easier to remember

all the things people complain about

all the things people constantly tell you not to do

your favourite things.

rather than

all the things people like.

all the things they

were proud of

noticed

talking family here

namely, fathers

somewhere the whole thing

dropped.

-

and i dropped with it.

perhaps

this is a fall.

dark nights.

satisfied sleep

travels

decadence

dependence.

a need to be buried

-

so many comments about

food.

are they oblivious

to the bulges

it's obvious

that theres no problem

with my food intake.

-

there are too many aches

too many creaking joints the fact that i

make that groaning noise

when

moving from standing to sitting and

vice versa

really not that old.

-

come on give me something else.

i'm still full of mindless passion you know

it's boundless

throw something at me.

something hard

knock me out

for awhile

i want to be reborn.

-

how the world slips by so fast,

how does anybody last

ohh and umm

uh huh

Her.

yeah

ohhhhhhh yes yes yes

today pj and i have spent the afternoon together.

uh huh.

there's a pj nipple shot

in the booklet thing

i believe the album is purely delicious.

-

8:50

too many

0's

-

too much time

i'm losing it all.

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