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tomorrow.

the t days

tuesday

dread or

eager anticipation

i want to ask to sit in your lap and curl myself up in the comfort the warmth the smell of you

the familiarity of it all.

ask you

how have you been going lately?

tell me what you've been feeling

what you've been writing about

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no doubt i will spurt off big words

explaining lost

the void

explaining

blankness and a need to retreat

explain it all perhaps

hopefully you won't get angry.

i'll have to watch my words

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and i can't have sex with you

you'll refuse to have sex while i'm bleeding

just as well i suppose

but how frustrating

just like last time

turned on to the point of

don't touch me i'll explode

and nowhere for it to go..

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there's a dark little slut who lives in my head

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i feel like a performance artist

all tight black pants and purple sleeves and black t shirt

preparation

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i have to walk to work now.

my bladder is

insane.

urgent.

relentless.

yeah..

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