-

i got a semi promotion at work.

no extra pay though.

just more responsibility

makes things a little easier

quicker

-

i got a portishead album

and a pink harmonica

to match lucille

dangerous roadtrips.

oh thelma

oh louise.

-

spit.

spitspitspit.

fuckass.

-

my heart was screaming

GASBOTTLEGASBOTTLE

2 hours of The most superficial conversation i can imagine

sporadic

even.

spurts

stupid.

Ripped off.

can you please reimburse me the $10 i spent just to get to you

just to watch you be some bitter hung over

old man

milking death.

milking it.

fuckass.

fuckass fuckass fuckass.

yeah

maybe i Like that word now or something

-

ripped off

whats it for anyway

fuck you fuck you i said once more i said No tears

and look

hahahahaha

look.

hahahahahaha

ohhhh fuck.

-

what can i say?

i can't believe

can't

fucking fathom

any of this.

it's just too fucked up.

too fucked.

and what could i possibly say

what caould i Possibly

say

that hasn't been said

a thousand or more times before

-

and she's here.

she's always here

and i love her guts but fuck

sometimes you know

it'd be nice to

get some of

what i started with

yes i'm breaking.

-

i don't know what to say

i want to write about this

but

ahh it makes me sick

to think about

really

ick

and it's stupid

it shouldn't you know

ick

the whole fucking thing is just

Disgusting

it smells

throw it out

get rid of it

-

want to write about this

argh, tender

so tender

raw

red

you just like to rub sandpaper over my burns don't you.

or maybe thats me

who likes to

do shit like that

-

bury myself in this other boy

bury myself

gasbottlegasbottle she still continues to scream

it's going to haunt

for awhile

i think

what can i say

she remembers

it's only you

that can tear me apart...

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