i'm sorry.

-

but i'm not sure if right now is the perfect time. i thought it was

just a little while ago

but i'm incredibly elated after writing

something else

and i'm a little scattered

-

i was supposed to catch a bus at 9:30am today but turns out that bus doesn't come

or maybe i missed it because i was buying 2 new t shirts (i bought a green shirt. like..almost lime green. kinda weird.)

who's to say..

so the next bus doesn't come until 11:55 says busdriver man and hands me a timetable

i was wearing a scarf and it made me feel like a supermodel

i had 3 bags

a brown paper one

a big black shoulder bag thing with my clothes etc

and The funkiest yellow and purple bag with a pink and red beaded birdie on the front you can ever imagine

ha, yeah..and the scarf

old man get mesmerised

rush to be of assistance

oh what are you going to do, sprout wings and fly me home?

so i went shopping again! so girly..the scarf and the bags and the shopping

this lady totally got me

damn store sales people

this pair of pants that she insisted were 'to die for' and i get them home and look at them and

i spent my board money on these?

anyways

they are still kind of cool

but a little long

'a winter pant, for people with boots'

i wear boots!

-

so i wander around

look at the bookstore, call miss bek

buy a mocha

sit outside put on a lovely tape (nostalgia 77 anyone?)

and take out my book and pen..as you do

well as us pretentious scarf wearing mocha sipping rollie smoking types do

god how pathetic

this was in like

a small-ish backwards town you know.

not stylish at all.

but in effect, makes someone like me feel like some kind of

erm

vision.

a shady looking 'derro' boy rides by on his bicycle, hooded jumper and all and

nods

at me

on his way past

(oh you approve? thank God!)

and then comes back!

appears from behind a big rock column thing

(hehehehe)

'tell me, what would your illustrious name be?'

(hahahaha)

his name was ax, but i prefer to call him jamie i think

heheh his

metal

band which he asked me to sing in

('you look like the chick from evanescence.' isn't that odd.)

is called

Dark Ax.

hmm yes

but all the same he was a nice boy

i have him a cigarette when he's trying to quit and he wrote in my book

he made requests and i laughed them off.

-

bus ride.

there were some sexy people in hervey bay today.

amazing.

(my cat gets so many kisses.)

-

work.

ha

-

i saw the paully

the tattooed now father/daddy paully

the mushrooms fuck you up man, 'spinny'

guitar playing bush smoking

gorgeous haired

paully

wow, so hot.

-

with the wife and the pram...

-

hmm bek.

oh

bek.

-

hmmm

-

to catch up on intense nervousness in a limousine

silence and i know you're picking up on my scent and squirming under the sweetness

the here i am all black and red class and could this be a bigger anti climax?

the i would start swimming.

sitting at a seat, a place where i'd never sat before

listening to

'the best guitar solo ever'

one of many i imagine.

(never seen eyes so blue.)

no

lets not catch up on this actually

perhaps it was still quiet for a reason

ha

-

yesterday was great

that will also have to be caught up on?

-

i feel sexy as shit right now.

all day.

and yesterday.

it's great.

like really

i can't wait to have you.

myne for the taking.

i get dizzy when people start saying that the 25th of june is next week

dizzy.

my head just..whoa

spins.

-

ah.

fuck it feels unbelievable doesn't it.

does it worry you at all?

you know

everything ends right

which is sad

everythings

falls

up

and down.

not looking forwards to it at all

could really be disasterous

i wonder who has an idea of how much so

probably no one.

hmm

-

i'm so addicted to this song.

(crazy, crazy on you..)

-

I'M OVERFLOWING WITH WANT AND THIS "LOVE" THING

i'm so into you.

have you any idea?

oh you do?

fan-fucking-tastic.

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