so you think you want to know?

well i've got an open bottle of vat 69 sitting in my room and i think it's the scent of

lynx phoenix aftershave?

anyway, it's you.

it's used to be.

big used to be.

it's on my wrists.

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i've got

songs from grace still floating in my head because i put it on as soon as i woke up, i even

made a coffee and sat in the lounge room just to listen to jeff for awhile

my dad worked at home today, his office was the kitchen s he heard it too

i didn't care.

he didn't seem to either

-

truth is truth is

i had words for you

i have words for you

i have something

nostalgia?

apparantly

you were throwing punches early this morning?

i don't understand.

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truth is

amanda michael cameron appeared behind me today while i was trying to get money from the atm at

centro

(i have $12 left. lets go to a play)

all of a sudden there he was making a comment about me 'still having crazy hair'

he scared me to that strange point of Jumping and gasping "Shit!"

and so i turned around and he's all white shirt and black pants and sex, oh sex

and smiles..

the last 2 times i saw him

were both at mcdonalds with mark.

maybe weeks or months(!) apart

it's been nice

ha

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i got 3 cd's for $8.90

2 of them are shit though, but they were both only 99 cents (i used eftpos) so it's ok

$8.90 isn't bad for a something for kate album

i'd definately pay alot more.

-

hmm and he teases

i don't know what the fuck i'm doing

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oh yes

truth is i've got a secret under my pink pillow

and i've got bedtime thoughts for you.

i wish i was Alone right now

there are people in the house whose dishes i'm going to have to wash and

i wish they weren't

for tonight at least

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people who make a point of using my name

a voice counting 1-2-3-4 in the background

a voice just constantly mumbling away about whatever happens to capture it's attention

where ever it happens to wander to

oh

oh.

oh and wow

save me the trouble.

concrete junglist.

darling.

oh well i

hmm

nerves and uncertainty over whether or not i have the words

do i?

are you?

is it

i wonder

-

i miss some people.

what a strange feeling

to realise that beautiful people are past tense

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oh, are you absent?

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