this time in a month. you'll be slightly familiar.

i'll know so many new things.

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i am still a slave to want for mark. i sit and i listen to fiona i listen to fleetwood mac all day. why. she says see you very soon do i want to know is that just wishful thinking or do you have some kind of plan god fuck i've just got no idea and i shouldn't be feeling like this it is so ridiculous. i wish it would end or i would be shown some reasoning. wish. ha.

mark. your softly spoken lullabies. i could write countless lists of things i've noticed watched remember loved. lists of things that are so so beautiful.

first tastes. i long to be in your arms. i need love. i need yours.

(i do not struggle in your web?)

oh but i so do.

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