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this is not really what i want, this is not really happening. 2004-06-27 12:08 p.m. (i'm trying not to move, it's just your ghost passing through.)

in that beautiful voice she says i will tell you in another life

when we are both cats.

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i would like to hear her say come,

and touch me with your love.

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keep telling myself that i'm crazy.

this cannot be happening.

artistic expression of what exactly.

ahhh shit. does tori never stop being totally fucking amazing?

this is love ladies and gentlemen.

oh, hahaha, oh no..no.

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where the fuck am i? like i've been walking for years in darkness, so accustomed to it that i dn't even notice and then. sunlight.

bang.

can you imagine purple grass ladies with pianoes boys in sunglasses sipping martinis on picnic rugs boys in ties boys with fish in their mouthes and

my heart in their eyes. boys who feast on me boys like werewolves boys costant as stars what is this??????????????????

my loyalties dead.

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choking.

sorry i had to shut everything off because i'm just regurgitating shit and no one needs to know about this not yet

anyway. i can't let you let you go.

yes. in my peach party dress..

where are the pretty girls?

regurgitate.

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theres a banner at the top of this page that says 'if tomorrow never comes' what an interesting thought.

personal product placement? advertising ourselves, our lives oh my.

i am part of something truly disgusting.

notice all the songs about Sad shit. all the songs about being angry or upset or hurt etc etc

look at us.

the fall of man.

who do you blame for that?

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level headed detachment.

i don't know if i feel much of anything anymore.

for someone who spoke o much about truth she seems reluctant

to give it.

and what is truth? as if she knows such things

made me feel inferior for not but now i think well darling

whose truth

are you looking for?

i can be cruel.

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i've got something to say.

i'm just not sure what it is.

things are getting kind of gross

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