morbidhippie's Diaryland Diary (..could you be my calling?) 17. days away years from birth oh ha. (dear sweet mumma) i'm not feeling well, everything shakes blockage why did i sit down to spurt??? ----------------------- meetings appointments intersection junction what is that word? inter mediate? no, not at all...shit look what you're doing to me.. just you. let me sit and talk to you my hairs falling out, see? i want a hole in my lip. 3 of them. holes not lips well maybe.. - anyways, an appointment! to discuss oh have you got some kind of questionairre? some self diagnosis tool, i will point things out and you can form a thingamajig the phonecall, 8 people these sudden bursts of anger strange violence thrown pens cats boots thud. dull. thud. - bruises. from holding myself too tight. holding my wrists. too tight. bruise. easy. oh on my hipbones they get in the way at work i like that - skin and Sharlene.... - i'm feeling burnt conversations about my wellbeing up and leave midsentence too intense darling i couldn't handle that i don't know why. build up. - italian men. with long curly tied back crazy hair tight jeans studded belts and white shirts italian Speaking men. lick your lips. - and a a well he makes me shake. i've seen him twice. i think he shakes too. this is always some kind of good sign apparantly going on past experiences the shaking... "Your Fault!" wash it out - ridiculous claims to fame to distraction running from something, what is it dear what is it well i don't need... you - i'm afraid that the scales are way off balance when it comes to what i get said versus what i don't so much, too much it's silly find some new words. language voice medium tell lies... ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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