doesn't do much

to help

spinning thoughts

carousel lullabies

round and around and around

never ending, or thats how it seems

anyway

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long forgotten dreams

from 2 hours ago

instantaneous rejection

a longstanding hunger and want

unnacounted for losses

little tears

in between moans

shouldn't be like this

nobody else

(when i think about you i touch myself)

they play that at work

oh bek, the divinyls

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i want to talk to you right now..

just double click on your name and say you still give me amazing orgasms

ha

off the hook

only responsive by photographs

truth is between, the first and fortieth drink

it's wednesday already, kind of a comforting thought

cold hands

necessary to get rid of something

what am i going to say to them?

what answers can i give?

i miss her hugs, they would make my whole body - the whole world move

i just miss her incredibly

i should've peer pressured both of us into a murderous evening

morning, afternoon, whichever

peer pressure

shoulds.

all this silence...so overwhelming

in a sleeping almost 12pm house all i want is loud loud pj

and everyone else ignores my sleep ins and plays loud SHITTY TECHNO but

i won't do that

because i'd get yelled at

and i don't yell...

twisted logic

i really enjoy reading Poe

the spectacles

i like that, although

the ending wasn't hard to pick

i should go and shower since i didn't yesterday

and get ready for work

all non existent conversations, blank spaces

oh the things that don't get said

i want my dreams to come back to me.

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