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i'm really absent

(twitchtwitch)

has anyone noticed

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hope not.

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have i been quoting myself?

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shit. things have gone too far.

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AND I AM FULL OF BIG SIGHS TODAY

that just come without my noticing until they're done with.

big sighs.

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the best kind.

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good to be left alone.

mcdonalds makes me vomit.

i saw charlotte. i still think he's just beautiful.

i said i wish i was as smart as you.

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pj on the tv. he got with a boy. i'm not surprised. put them here, the way things become obvious eventually.

then it's hard to make them slip away.

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i don't like the emptiness between us.

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make it last forever. somethings leave me

slightly elevated.

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i rrrrrealise i just can't say shit.

about alot of things. just bite your tongue for once

just shut up and listen.

jessica.

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emptiness.

you know how you look to them. you don't know anything at all.

theres not a thing that i need.

fall asleep on the walk home.

i keep doing things because i've nothing to lose.

in stupid directions though.

as if i am standing before a knight in full armour? with a butterknife in my hand.

just slides right off.

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tired and sore and really incredibly sick of myself.

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