i sent miss bek an impulse email the other day and wrote an even more impulsive little song to go with it. and here it is.

i think it's kind of cute. sad. annoying..anyway

miss bek...you feel worlds away...

but i love you anyway...

i don't like shrek..but i like to play..

with the chickens on a rainy day

oh hey hey, heck..the world should've ended on the fourth (fifth) of may

hey hey, heck...still waking up to lonely days

a cheek peck..i like the way it feels to float

sometimes..it's like my heads a sinking boat...with a hole in the bottom

that nobodies found yet..dancing and oblivious

can't hear running water through the clinking of glasses

still lost in an urgent yes uttered months ago,

it's long since become a most determined no

who would've thought, i'd be a master at dealing with rejection

i thought things had changed, it was just a ripple through my reflection

ohhhhhh hey hey heck, the world should've ended on the fourth (fifth) of may

hey hey, heck..still waking up to lonely days...lonely days

lonely daaaaaays, won't you just go away

lonely daaaaaays, i wished you would stay

lonely daaaaaays, this won't go away

lonely daaaaaays, the pains here to stay

ahem..original, no?

i should go..do something else..

kiss your own palm. both of them even.

take a moment to sit back, close your eyes and (change everything you are)

focus on the fact that you are an amazing human being, totally individual, and in some ways superior to every other being on the planet.

focus on the fact that there will always be someone better off and worse off than you, that nothing you face hasn't been faced a thousand times before and

and people love you. even if you choose not to relise it, even if it' someone you don't love back.

it's good to be clean, go have a shower.

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