and hands pull noises out of the air and the creature that was stalking shadows bursts into life as if on cue. perfect.

here we go..

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taking a run up..getting ready to fly

all chatty, just dripping with friendly concern and self indulgent whimsy

.....i ah

charlotte told me i have a really nice ass today. little charlotte. he's lovely

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you know, maybe maybe maybe for once Summer is going to save the day

shine a little light on everything you know, brighten things up

somethings got to lift..shift..migrate..hmm supernova

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mm you're lovely and i just want to play with bits of hair hanging around a face while it's mouth answers how was your day questions

oh hello skull

the kickings slowed down a bit

some light bruising but nothing that time won't heal? or let fester

ahhh lights come back..imagination?

a little nervous

funny the things we talk about at work

personal details incriminating evidence losing touch with something

absent enough

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removed and sheltered enough

(you make it look so eeeeeeeeeeeasy)

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the timing will be perfect.

for once.

i'd even bring flowers.

a whole fucking florist shop even.

the botanical gardens

sunflower fields

i'll bring the universe

oh, who said i wasn't ambitious..

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if i were an olympic diver

there's no way i'd do one of those lame jump backwards touch my toes and land dives

i'd do one with a difficulty rating in the 7-9 region, all twists and spins and fancy shit..maybe i'd land on my back. or hit my head on the board on the wat back down.

maybe my landing would be superb and i get gold

does anyone else try and read the battle going on inside the athletes head during the national anthem 'do i sing, or just stand here, or mime..or just stand here..or sing'

they do all of them..i'd just stand there

i'd probably run and head

thats what we call a tangent i believe.

thats what it all is remember

oh yes

HOLD ME IN MID AIR

i'm pretty again

thank the heavens. or what have you

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just a loooooooooong slow accident

i had a really nice conversation tonight

with 'the janet'

hmm and there it was, said, in another persons voice!!!! she had an affair!!

just before i was born. imagine if my daddy wasn't really my daddy.

oh. well ha. ha ha. ha ha.

no..i have my dads legs apparantly. you can thank them for my long skirt thing maybe

oh shutting up

i want to get into supergrass

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and sarah blasko (glasko?) and missy higgins..and while i think of it, ms apple, darling...albums girls, albums

and little birdie

oh and..winters has been discontinued in australia and the not so nice people down at sanity are importing it for me..it's been a month and i've got weeks to go i hear

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and i can't buy any cds for the next two weeks

hmm uhoh i feel a splurging spree coming on at some point after i'm in sydney etc etc etc

oh yes

mm retro bags

i need a new wardrobe. my sister can help.

new everything, version whatever it might be

where are you my dear..come back..

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i looked up the stairs. from my dreams

(i dream of bek and stairs alot i noticed)

5 sources say it means moving to higher levels of consciousness or spirituality or understanding

i.........hmm ok, but i wonder how bek..fits in with that

and once we walked Down the stairs, and thats where evita came from

maybe somehow i connect bek with evita because they said that walking down stairs was about moving down into your subconscious? i imagine i must have lots of buried thoughts of this girl..worlds of them. oh where is she. where are you. i've been thinking of you since february. and i even remember the way that word sounds coming from her mouth. where is she. i think she would..i just think that she would.

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ahhh dear. my little possum. someone rustle my hair and pinch my cheeks.

mm treat me like a newborn.

it's your turn next.

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