just got back.

i'm scared. very scared. of all of it. how can i let it go? what will i be left with? it's so much easier when it's all just a performance.

she wants to put on a art exhibition thing for all her "creative" clients to show their work. she wants me to show some of my writing. i think i might do it..i'm not sure yet.

fuckfuckfuck.

i hate this. and, oh how i love it.

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