my darkness.

my constant kurt cobain comparisons.

my ability to quote ani difranco and bob dylan suitable to any given situation.

my probing indecisiveness.

my stare.

my white skin and dark hair.

my ambivalence over everything.

the way in which i stress over nothing.

the way i love you.

that i find beauty in the 'taboo'.

that i want the world, and would be terrifed if it was offered to me.

the way i hate you.

the fact that we are mirror images for eachother (and even a mirror thats not supposed to lie reflects things in reverse).

my incredible strength.).

my obvious weaknesses.).

the fact that i am completely and utterly in love with this girl i've become.

my naivity.

my constant denial of reality.

my long silences.

my skinny heroin arm fetish.

my scars.

my need for scars.

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i want you to love me because i'm pathetic.

but i don't want you to pity me.

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