gone when i sat down think it has something to do with this corner

been noticing corners alot more than usual lately.

i sat in the weird corner of my bedroom last night.

i had never even stood in that corner.

it was actually kinda cool.

nice angles and different lighting.

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and i enjoyed been stared at.

i would think that it would bother me.

then realised that it's all i do with my spare time so why should i mind?

so i let you stare.

with a smile on your face.

i can't blame you.

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think he knows that i'd never be able to do it.

sacrifice her for anyone else.

can never have anyone like that.

they would want her for themselves.

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but he warmed my hand.

told me i had to stop fighting warmth.

the night was full of sub texts and i basked in it.

i am now comfortable performing my habits around him.

anyone really.

i'm becoming quite good with conversation.

i find myself talking which is always a good beginning.

i like the sound of sighs.

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put one here.

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by the way

been a bit of back lash lately about this new found what have you

we're not entirely pleased with it i suspect

think i can handle it? i think she can

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anyone ever pondered the word 'cool' for awhile?

it's funny the many things people associate with this word.

i get told that i'm cool alot.

it's very funny.

because i'm such a dick really

but in the warped version they get

i'm cool.

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but i'm not making sense

been talking for hours with a wide range of mind space and now i'm just on overdrive.

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