morbidhippie's Diaryland Diary (that in itself is nothing unusual) a voice that i've known for a week but it feels like a lifetime a familiar pet name hello? tiger. ohh, hello with a hint of sex in the voice of recognition - all this time i thought you might be going you've only been an hour away tomorrow you're off for good makes no difference i thought it was yesterday - there was so much mist this morning i thought the mountains had disappeared i've been getting back to my old self in some ways and watching the wind again i'd forgotten the things that she'd say always comforts, always helps - the tone of her voice is enough to make me curdle like milk - we've been sharing a stomach for days now neither one needing to eat because we're so full of eachother it's a feeling of togetherness, a collective consciousness that i've always been looking for understanding for the first time, someone genuinely knew what i meant complete lack of judgement because you don't place it on yourself things are as things will be i love your life philosophy it makes me nervous when you talk of things to come makes me nervous when you say you see me on your stage in times that we will one day reach makes me nervous when you asked that question "do you think you're falling for me tiger?" i won't let myself "you can't stop love" i couldn't bring myself to tell him that i hate that word hate all that it represents thats why i won't let myself i wonder who's feeling more here i wonder if it's crazy that you're two and a half times my age never mattered though did it couldn't change a thing this is crazy, we're crazy and it's so beautiful - a bit of adventure to brighten up my days i will see you soon ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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