if i get asked to remove my little black fishnet thing then i'm totally screwed. i'll say i'll buy a bandage if you'd prefer that but i erally don't want to be fully exposed.

i'm sure the customers would much prefer a piece of black material than a section of wrist covered in cuts. don't you? thought so.

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and plus i just don't really want to be there.

i want to run away. to anywhere. with anyone.

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that picture in my previous entry is of His hands. and being amazed..well yes, it never stops.

7:26? was the exact time he woke up.

dreams. i'm in his dreams.

i don't know. he's a comfort.

and we can talk openly. about pretty much anything.

and all that respect talk...it makes me realise how little i respect alot of other people.

and then i thought maybe it's because they don't respect me.

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anyway. i should go and shower.

and then. walk. and stuff.

and you give me lots of links. makes me feel special. you're lovely dearest. and you'll be happy one day. i promise.

xox

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