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it's a nice day today.

i slept on the couch until 6:05am and then

read

for awhile and

said goodnight..

'goodnight? i've just woken up'

hmm and kissed into sleep.

-

overactive imagination fuelled by read-either-way messages.

-

see i think, even if this whole thing turns into nothing upon impact

the pure fantasy, and intrigue of it

i can't say what i want to. words are just running away from me.

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i got visitors today.

we had tea and coffee in the

...green room.

they were both dressed in black and smoking menthol cigarettes

not as fancy as it sounds you know.

talking strange stuff sometimes though

talking little prescription pills that dull the bad thoughts and 9 week waiting rooms and the final 2 months.

strange things.

hints at

living arrangements.

almost like an interview.

lots of energy.

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my wrists are intense. peeling back bracelets is the strangest sensation.

-

ben frost.

i want a hovercraft.

(anyone?)

hmm the other avril.

-

oh somebody is home, and theres a dvd playing in the lounge

lounge. is such a nice word.

-

sounds.you'reworthless.

excuse me while i go insane.

-

i've got whole worlds of girls sitting in me and i'm

choking on fucking air.

-

it's now 9:02pm.

i'm tlking sex with benny and listening to grace and thinking about

marks hands and kisses.

but smiling. just my imagination..

-

his name is shem. who is ani difranco he says..

he reminds me of scott welsh, the poet.

-

and pushing him out of this music because it's

good music.

-

i

shhh

(9:09)

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