i had alot of trouble getting to sleep last night.

i'm convinced that i'm going to be pregnant. i went to get the morning after pill yesterday afternoon but discovered i can't afford it until thursday. it will be too late by then, obviously.

i'm seeing my mum tonight so i might ask her if she'll buy it for me but i don't know if i want to sit through more 'use protection' speeches. although, maybe i should. you know . ha

it really worries me. last year i didn't mind so much, and now it's more just..how other people would take it than anything else i think.

(close to me right here)

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alot of trouble sleeping. just couldn't shut my mind off. bathed in yellow.

words spilt by candlelight, i wanted to call you but really whats the point. 'bad friends'....i don't know.

go crucify yourself.

miss bek may be in pj hervey bay today. i certainly hope so. i'm not sure if mark would be coming too, not that it matters. if anything happens there

i'll be satisfied but surprised.

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i don't want to be pregnant. it's really all i can think about.

bowling ball in my stomach.

benny...is lovely. i hope we meet with clean, tender genitals he says..oh, me too darling.

i should really go because i have to get dressed and walk to work. i feel like shit, i really do.

um...yeah, love.

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