go back and have another look at this

no wonder you know..no fucking wonder

fucking disgusting.

fucking pure.

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i deleted benny from my contact list.

saved you the trouble..dreaming of arrows

i don't want to be

a burden

or something like that

the girl in the room

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huge dream, not surprising

houses and rain and seclusion and people, now who were they?

shopping maybe, freddo frogs, that ever present love interest

i don't know, mass confusion.

the house..rain

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more than any little girl wants a pony for christmas

maybe i did it so i can say that i did

so that i can make promises, if the time should come

i'm not sure how long i'll last. i'm determined to just leave it..for months even

until our birthdays

maybe if i can get past the one week mark then the rest will just come easily

naturally.

i hope he's not saying he saw it coming, because i definately didn't.

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i'm going to go to the library tomorrow

and i'm going to bury myself in books this weekend

i hope

there'll be no...saturday conversation anymore.

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saw it coming...

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i'm not going anywhere. this is the definition of a RUT - me, at the moment

it's like i'm SCARED of anything and everything, life....oh shit

ugly. i'm really scared of ugly. should just admit it. to myself.

everydays my wendy.

ahhh tori..don't go

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i want him so badly.

i see him everywhere..go back and look at that link..i ruined everything with words and thoughts like that.

father lucifer.

wiped a tear and then he threw away our apple seed.

i love you.

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