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you know what else is cool?

i got this lovely text message just after one o'clock this morning

really lovely, it made me smile and even shed a couple of tears after awhile

hmm meet you in our special place

you know i started cooking up this little fantasy

where i catch a bus to wollongong (oh gee, it only costs $189 one way..)

walk on down to the place where you work in the daytime (how on earth i would find it is irrelevant, i would get there..smell you out or something)

amd just..well just Be there.

and wave and smile and kiss your lips

i have purple hair..it does wonders for confidence levels

things like being in the passenger seat and getting introduced and

i imagine there'd be lots of holy fucks and looks of disbelief

and shaking of heads

it would be fantastic

so you know, next time i have a spare $200+, i'll come see you

i think i really well

when i have the money spare

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catpower is so so good

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alex is online but i am ignoring him because i'm still angry that he didn't come visit me when he was here for a month

welcome back, miss MANDY

and amanda love, if you're not on your way to the snow, or whatever you might be doing..i don't know, hi.

i'm still shocked from that night, really

you wouldn't even tell jack to fuck off and let you walk down the street with me

hello grow a brain

ahh i don't mean that

but i won't delete it

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you never owed it to them anyway she says

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and i'm feeling a little bit FUCK YOU

towards her her her

i won't even say the name because

well i just won't

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i had a dream last night where i found evita march while she was walking down stairs

she looked, perfect, a perfect older version of the girl i remember

she jumped out of a car and ran towards bek and i singing 'you can't straighten my curls'

(i think it's because pj would've been playing on my stereo..she later just started singing 'the letter' for no apparant reason at all)

i said fuck yeah

fuck yeah, she's a pj girl

makes sense, i hope in real life she is

i bet she's an amazing girl

i hope i find her in real life

this is not a new sensation

i wonder if she's been thinking about me

i should go get dressed

thank fuck for hair dye, really

thank FUCK.

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and mwah mwah mwah could i love a person i've never met any more????

i want to roll around and get hopelessly tangled in bedsheets with you

i want grass in my hair

but i'm keeping it deleted, for the time being

stick to my guns

or something.

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE

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