what an absolute blur of a night

lost to caffiene and computer screens, how perfectly

hmm predictable

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yes hello new template

i'm still a little unsure.

testing it out

what do you think?

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thats all.

i think i really really really REALLY like something for kates beautiful sharks album

i could listen to it for hours everyday, for months

well almost.

this is ridiculous.

i have two (possibly 3..maybe even 4, if i'm really lucky) things that i am definately Hopeful about at the moment

i think one of the biggest reasons for me getting as low as i do is because i simply have no direction in any shape or form...just big blank nothingness...

but right now, there's two very attainable goals i have in my sights

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hmm my dad laughs at both of them

doesn't laugh 'we'll sit down and have a good long talk..'

sure we will

i'll just take a moment to...

do i look like i want to be a receptionist? or work in a daycare centre? or SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE in this town

and and and (this is so disgusting)

maybe you should've. hello you had children. would you let me be a hooker why is it you'll have 2 daughters who won't speak to you?

hmm shivers

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and drunk and thinking quietly and knowing how to numb it out and i don't really remmeber what it feels like to be in a 'normal' state

the concept of Waking Up Tired.

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and tracing and retracing steps from bedroom to kitchen bedroom to kitchen

because i earned it

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thats entertainment.

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i watched seventh heaven

i didn't even know that show was still on

i think it's worse than ever.

amanda it feels funny doesn't it..

hmm it feels funny

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ok. i need to stop if i'm writing about seventh heaven.

haha, there has to be a line jessica..

(wow i just spoke to myself..i do that alot)

i'm trapped in vicious circles

oh, somebody was talking about romance..

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i hope one day my dear, i find you slow dancing with a stranger

the saddest girl to ever hold a martini even

marie antionette was wild today wasn't she..

i had a moment with twine and purple ribbon and hello, being groped. and thelma and louise..oh my

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and i would cut whole sections

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