i saw the girl again today

oh yes

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she just happened to be walking in the opposite direction to me as i was walking home from work

i spotted her when i couldn't even tell that it was her, but i knew? because i wanted to see her. there was even a part of me saying just burst out of the scenery i want some of your mystery today

and i stopped and she came and she

didn't know what she was doing 'i don't know what i am doing'

and she said she better let me go, and i said really? or something might happen?

and that look, i liked that look

it's a look that black hair and dark clothes, long pants and two obviously favourite shirts can't cover

so she walked with me for awhile

and straight after hello she fired two questions..well one statement, one question

you're moving. did you get a tattoo?

didn't think so

oh i like that as well, that she knew it wouldn't have been me her friend saw

and i know how she would've known..and i wonder how exactly that came up in conversation

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amanda weren't we going to live in a house with lots of cushions? and a jar for rent money and a jar for pot money and a jar for food money

i wonder which one would get the most..

i

hmm

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i'm glad we're going to the same place.

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she Interests me. so much.

i could write

pages about these tiny interactions

todays the longest, lasting maybe ten minutes

and something that made her smile a bek smile...and i noticed that her eyes are brown. i don't even know what colour eyes mark has, or bek, or anyone

but this girl has brown eyes.

and i'm still smiling about it

are you? i hope so

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the silence of the park, little changes

another nice day

from beginning to now..yesterday ended nicely i think

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i can't think of anything else, how crazy

crazy.

i'd ask for her number if it wouldn't cause so much

fuss, and hurt even

feelings of.....betrayal maybe?

i keep changing the yous to hers and shes

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yeah. i can't think of anything else.

but that real smile and those..brown eyes

hmmm

and the funny little noise that came after 'i've no reason not to move'

funny

little

noise

hmm

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i'm going to have fun..thinking about this

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i'm going to enjoy it..very much so

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