morbidhippie's Diaryland Diary

- 2004-09-10 1:07 a.m. and i'm just sort of left staring at the computer with my mouth open and my hands limp in my lap and

i've no idea whats going through my head

i can't..............comprehend

what i've just

been told

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i think i would prefer if you were making this up

i believe you have to be making this up.

because it's just too ridiculous

too much like something i'd try to pull off

so i can totally understand where you're coming from

and drop in another half teaspoon of honey and look at that

you've got me telling you i was in bed..

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makes it obsolete.

and then i get YELLED AT

and words of comfort

can you do no wrong?

i know your motives too well, and i know them to be completely honourable

or perhaps i'm just too trusting. or you've an incredible knack to pretend

see, impossible

i don't know what i am listening to.

..something..i bought..one day

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pink? i like pink..

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well fuck see i don't know.

he kissed her, oh sorry, she kissed him 'actually'

and and and........ohhhh what???????

and "do you want to know how it started?"

no, i don't. sorry.

your picture.

desktop..stories...see, please be making this up

it's

no

i

-

?

this little story helped turn her on. and she kissed him.

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see, i don't know either. like really, fuck.what?

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but i know all this because i did the smae sort of thing? so i know..what it must feel like for him, how it's possible..to have both? well even now, look at me...so greedy

and how...one love thrives off the other and vice versa, and they just grow..together somehow, gather strength and momentum

not so much in competition. not at all actually.

and not in some hope of a super hedonistic three- (ha, or four even) way love fest

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ah there's too much. there's great things and there's just weird things.

one of three.

.......

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