mmhmm

it's so close now, so definite.

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i was thinking about how...

i won't be online very much at all anyway, so this really is the last week of...what we've had, how it has been

the change in all areas is unavoidable

open arms i think....open Shakey arms, but still open.

and i said how said when we're

a girl i used to know

and such............mmm i'll see? come show me

are you excited as well???

i hope so.

clock speeds up...then it slows right down

i'm all early nights and early mornings.

i'm excited, so excited...i'm tears when i wake up and scary long dreams that i lose as soon as i open my eyes and think of something else

i'm realising there's these funny little things, that i didn't think of before

i'm worried about cosmo and i being seperated...i've this horrible fear that she'll...kill herself, or something, thinking that i won't come back for her

or that when we're down there she'll get hit by a car. oh, i'd be devestated

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it's really exciting isn't it, what i'm doing, whats happening

i said to a girl yesterday

nothing equals the feeling of knowing that these are the last few times i'll walk these streets and see these

eye sores

(oh it's not That bad...?)

if i should tell a lie......

i'm hopeful still, come on come on come on

i'm excited and happy. bowling ball in my stomach, enough, you get it, i'm excited

that it'll all be different in a week

and i'll be starting to adjust

oh thank you.

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